I never expected that love would find me. After all the sacrifices I have been through from a failed relationship. I promise myself that after my ex-girlfriend I won’t love anymore. She leaves a scar in my heart and has not entirely healed. I have a hard time moving on, and she knows it. She knows my experience about my family and the trauma I have been through.
I always dream to have a complete and beautiful family as what others have. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world having people that is true and genuine. The family is the only people that will understand you, instead of judging. They are the one to uplift you in awkward moments. They are the one to make you happy when everything falls apart. They are the people that will never break your heart, and that was I thought, all, before.
But everything I experienced in my family is in a short period. I thought it would be for a lifetime. Our family slowly broke when dad cheated mom. I notice that dad seldom goes home that he is not like that before. He was always on time and all the celebrations in the family. He was still there to surprise us during our birthdays, holidays and on her events. When he goes home, they will fight almost a day, and he leaves and goes back for another two months without communication. Mom was so depressed; she found out that dad is having an affair and she decided to file an annulment. Their separation changes everything.
I met Katharina was I was still studying, she is very kind to me. I am not fond of having friends, I go alone, and don’t want to socialize. I don’t care what other people say. But Katharina never leaves me. She is there to comfort me and make me smile. We are always together most of the time that I found out I am in love with her already.
We had a relationship for so long, I trusted her so much for everything and never expected that she will break my heart. I am so depressed and don’t know where to start. After graduation, I just flew to London to forget her. It was hard for me at first until I met a London escort that made me happy again. She helped me heal the broken wound in my heart. She helped me to start again and learn to be in love. We have a relationship and now looking forward to a future with her. She is a lovely London Escort, and I love her with all my life